Monday, April 25, 2022

Dragons - Chapter 86 (DRAFT)

Jenny wanted to know everything. She was reserved at first -- looking up like an expectant father when I came back into the waiting area -- and only asking me about how I was feeling and how things “had gone” as she walked me down the long hallways and out of the clinic. By the time we were back in the car, however, her intense need to know and control could be held back no longer. Even as she was backing our vehicle out of its parking space, the interrogation began.

Which doctor did I see? What did he say? What did I tell him? What did he think was wrong? Did he prescribe me anything? What was it? How often and how long was I to take it? What did it do and how did it work? When was I supposed to go back? How was I feeling? What did I think? 

I only answered a handful of her questions and none of them to her satisfaction. I told her about the two medications Blair had prescribed -- one for the migraines and one for anxiety -- and as soon as the word anxiety slipped out of my mouth I immediately regretted it.

“Anxiety?” Jenny said, sounding legitimately surprised. “Why did he prescribe you something for anxiety?”

Yeah. What did I have to be anxious about? I closed my eyes and rested my head on the car window. “I don’t know, Jenny. I guess he thought it would help with the migraines.”

She continued to needle me but I did my best to tune her out after that. If this was how she was going to react to the anxiety medication there was no way I was going to tell her about the counseling referral. I had already made sure to stash that piece of paper in a separate pocket from the other two so there’d be no chance of some accidental mixup. We went to the pharmacy and I waited in the car while she filled the prescriptions. The business day was over and the office was closed so I decided not to check my messages, knowing that as soon as we got home I was going to pop my two pills and then go back to bed. In all the universe, there wasn’t anything I wanted more.

It was full dark when I awoke again, and at first I didn’t even know where I was. And I felt strange -- nauseous but not nauseous, dizzy but not dizzy, sick but not sick. In a way I felt like I was floating, but not peacefully on air. If this was floating, then I was floating in a vat of pudding full of needles.

I looked over at the clock, and could just make out the time through the two pill bottles that had been left on the dresser in front of it. 2:17 AM. Jenny was asleep next to me and our ceiling fan swirled on its lowest setting above me.

Dear, Christ. What had I done?

That question seemed to comprise my entire painful universe. It was unfocused and overwhelming; not just one fear but thousands, all crowding in on me like gleeful demons, eager to drag their latest foolish supplicant to hell. 

I fumbled with the wet sheet covering me and fell out of bed. I had tried to stand, but neither my legs nor my inner ears were along for that ride and I found myself quickly sprawled out on the area rug that dominated the open floor space of our small bedroom. I remember smelling the carpet fibers -- a strange combination of mothballs and long-forgotten grime -- and believing for a moment that I was paralyzed, that the toxic cocktail Blair had given me had short-circuited my nervous system. I tried to swallow and started coughing, dry-in-the-chest but wet-in-the-mouth spasms that momentarily replaced my consciousness.

“Alan?”

It was Jenny, dragged out of sleep by the sounds of my nocturnal terror.

“Oh, my God! Alan!”

In a moment she was over me, her face hovering down near mine, cooing at me, hushing me, telling me everything was going to be all right.

I tried to get up, but couldn’t, collapsing back down into the useless pile I had become. “I’m going to be sick,” I managed to say between coughs. My head was pounding -- like the migraine I had experienced earlier had been but a prelude.

“Not here!” Jenny practically shouted. “Oh, God, Alan! Not here!”

There was nothing worse in Jenny’s universe than vomit deposited anywhere other than a toilet. The stinking rug offending my nostrils, I knew, could be easily replaced. We had picked it up on sale at a home goods store for $39.99, and even when I wasn’t face down on it, I hated it. It would have been a pleasure to vomit on it, to show it who was boss, but Jenny, I knew, would absolutely lose her damn mind.

With great effort, I pushed myself up and shakily started crawling towards the bathroom. A wave of dizziness almost overwhelmed me, but it lessened when I closed my eyes.

“Alan! What are you doing! Are you all right?”

I had no ability to answer her, single-mindedly focused as I was on my movements and destination. The needle-laden pudding was still there, and I was pushing my way through it, my extremities stinging and tingling as if they had all fallen asleep and were coming back to life at the same time. Shakily, unsteadily, I started making slow progress.

“Mommy?”

It was Jacob. We had evidently woken him up, and he was standing in our bedroom doorway. From my position I could only see his stocky legs, his bare feet, and the tail end of the blanket he must’ve been holding. He was effectively blocking my path.

“Move!” I said, my voice begging more than ordering.

“Jacob!” Jenny shouted, much more sternly. “Let your father through!”

A kind of impasse followed, one I didn’t have the energy to sustain. In the small confines of our bedroom, Jenny was behind me and had no way of getting to Jacob, and Jacob, evidently, was either too frightened or too stubborn to move. In short order, my arms gave out on me, and I was back down on the floor, my face, fortunately, past the limits of the rug and now resting against the section of dusty hardwood floor right before the entryway.

“Fuck it,” I said, more to myself than to anyone else. “I’ll just die here.”

In the roaring silence that followed, nothing else seemed to matter. When I started vomiting, I barely heard the screaming commotion that surrounded me.

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“Dragons” is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. For more information, go here.

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Monday, April 18, 2022

The Genius and the Goddess by Aldous Huxley

Above all, Aldous Huxley is a writer, and his books are always filled with a writer’s insights. Here’s how this particular novel begins.

“The trouble with fiction,” said John Rivers, “is that it makes too much sense. Reality never makes sense.”

“Never?” I questioned.

“Maybe from God’s point of view,” he conceded. “Never from ours. Fiction has unity, fiction has style. Facts possess neither. In the raw, existence is always one damned thing after another, and each of the damned things is simultaneously Thurber and Michelangelo, simultaneously Mickey Spillane and Maxwell and Thomas a Kempis. The criterion of reality is its intrinsic irrelevance.” And when I asked, “To what?” he waved a square brown hand in the direction of the bookshelves. “To the Best that has been Thought and Said,” he declaimed with mock portentousness. And then, “Oddly enough, the closest to reality are always the fictions that are supposed to be the least true.” He leaned over and touched the back of a battered copy of The Brothers Karamazov. “It makes so little sense that it’s almost real.”

There are a lot of paradoxes inherent to fiction writing, and this is definitely one of them. Any novel that tries to mimic reality -- and there are a few of them out there -- tends to bog down in trivia that doesn’t lead anywhere. Because that’s what real life is like. Novels in which important things lead to important conclusions are generally more satisfying to read, but are definitely more unlike the world most of us find ourselves in.

Here’s another writer’s insight that jumped off the page at me.

“How impossibly crude our language is! If you don’t mention the physiological correlates of emotion, you’re being false to the given facts. But if you do mention them, it sounds as though you were trying to be gross and cynical. Whether it’s passion or the desire of the moth for the star, whether it’s tenderness or adortion or romantic yearning -- love is always accompanied by events in the nerve endings, the skin, the mucous membranes, the glandular and erectile tissues. Those who don’t say so are liars. Those who do are labeled as pornographers.”

I’ve struggled with this one myself. I once tried to write a love scene in which the characters actually made love -- frustrated, I think, by years of reading novels in which that act was always obscured, sometimes to the degree that the reader was unsure if it had, in fact, occurred. It was an experiment, and I have no fear in admitting that it failed. Yes, those are the “damned things” that happened, but writing about them so explicitly, I think, gives them an importance that they don’t really have. There are reasons for not explicitly describing the sex act in fiction, and not all of them are prudishness.

Perhaps not surprisingly, then, a good deal of The Genius and the Goddess is about sex -- and the ways that its various characters exercise their power in a sexualized environment.

The Genius

First up is The Genius -- a Nobel prize winning physicist named Henry Maartens. The John Rivers we are introduced to in the opening pages is Maartens’s lab assistant, who lives with Maartens, his wife Katy, and his two children, Ruth and Timmy. In the thick of the novel’s drama, Maartens comes to suspect his wife of having an affair -- who is away in Chicago tending to her sick and dying mother -- and it mortifies him. In the scene where he shares his suspicions and his fears with his lab assistant, Rivers analyzes Maartens and his attitude toward sex in a way that is clearly more Huxley than the relatively inexperienced Rivers.

“Henry, as I’ve said, was a broken reed, and broken reeds, as you must have had innumerable occasions to observe, are apt to be ardent. Ardent, indeed, to the point of frenzy. No, that’s the wrong word. Frenzy is blind. Whereas lovers like Henry never lose their head. They take it with them, however far they go -- take it with them so that they can be fully, gloatingly conscious of their own and their partners’ alienation. Actually, this was about the only thing, outside his laboratory and his library, that Henry cared to be conscious of. Most people inhabit a universe that is like French cafe au lait -- fifty per cent skim milk and fifty per cent stale chicory, half psychophysical reality and half conventional verbiage. Henry’s universe was modeled on the highball. It was a mixture in which half a pint of the fizziest philosophical and scientific ideas all but drowned a small jigger of immediate experience, most of it strictly sexual.”

Rivers is here speaking to an unnamed narrator -- as he does throughout the novel, the work actually being one long discussion between an older Rivers, reflecting back on these events, and the narrator who, being unnamed, is presumed to be none other than Huxley himself. It’s a device often used in older fiction -- the need to give the words a reason for existing on the page rather than just letting them represent the story abstractly -- but here it provides an added dimension, since there is clearly more than a little Huxley in Henry Maartens -- the intellectual who, nonetheless, exists as a sexual creature, and who can’t help but bring his brain into the bedroom.

Maartens is so disassembled by the idea that his wife may be unfaithful to him that Rivers suggests that he go to bed, and Rivers goes to prepare a warm milk toddy to help him relax.

“I poured it into a thermos and went upstairs. For a moment, as I entered the bedroom, I thought Henry had given me the slip. Then, from behind the catafalque, came a sound of movement. In the recess between the draped chintz of the four-poster and the window, Henry was standing before the open door of a small safe, let into the wall and ordinarily concealed from view by the half-length portrait of Katy in her wedding dress. ‘Here’s your milk.’ I began in a tone of hypocritical cheerfulness. But then I noticed that the thing he had taken out of the recesses of the strongbox was a revolver; my heart missed a beat. I remembered suddenly that there was a midnight train for Chicago. Vision of the day after tomorrow’s headlines crowded in on me. FAMOUS SCIENTIST SHOOTS WIFE, SELF. Or, alternately, NOBEL PRIZE MAN HELD IN DOUBLE SLAYING. Or even MOTHER OF TWO DIES IN FLAMING LOVE NEST. I put down the thermos and, bracing myself to knock him out, if necessary, with a left to the jaw, or a short sharp jab in the solar plexus, I walked over to him. ‘If you don’t mind, Dr. Maartens,’ I said respectfully. There was no struggle, hardly so much as a conscious effort on his part to keep the revolver. Five seconds later the thing was safely in my pocket. ‘I was just looking at it,’ he said in a small flat voice.”

As we read on, remember that the safe from which Maartens retrieved the revolver is behind a picture of his wife in her wedding dress.

“‘Can we shut this up again?’ I asked. He nodded. On a little table beside the bed lay the objects he had taken out of the safe while looking for the revolver. These I now replaced -- Katy’s jewel box, half a dozen cases containing the gold medals presented to the great man by various learned societies, several Manila envelopes bulging with papers. And finally there were those books -- all six volumes of the Studies in the Psychology of Sex, a copy of Felicia by Andrea de Nerciat and, published in Brussels, an anonymous work with illustrations, entitled Miss Floggy’s Finishing School. ‘Well, that’s that,’ I said in my jolliest bedside manner as I locked the safe door and returned him the key. Picking up the portrait I hung it again on its appointed hook. Behind the white satin and the orange blossom, behind the Madonna lilies and a face whose radiance even the ineptitude of a fifth-rate painter could not obscure, who could have divined the presence of that strangely assorted treasure -- Felicia and the stock certificates, Miss Floggy and the golden symbols with which a not very grateful society rewards its men of genius?”

It contains the trinkets of both his intellectual and his sexual mind. Even I don’t need to be hit over the head to understand the symbolic significance of the safe and its contents.

The Goddess

So that’s the Genius. Now, the Goddess -- Maartens’s wife Katy who, during the scene described above, is, as I said, away, tending to her sick and dying mother. But Maartens himself is also in diminishing health, and Katy eventually must return to provide him with her restorative presence. Except Katy herself is nearing her limit, exhaustion and worry combining to their most negative effects. Until...

“In the hall, on my way to the dining room, I ran into [the Maartens’s housekeeper] Beulah. She was carrying a tray with the eggs and bacon, and humming the tune of ‘All creatures that on earth do dwell’; catching sight of me, she gave me a radiant smile and said, “Praise the Lord!’ I had never felt less inclined to praise Him. ‘We’re going to have a miracle,’ she went on. ‘And when I asked her how she knew we were going to have a miracle, she told me that she had just seen Mrs. Maartens in the sickroom, and Mrs. Maartens was herself again. Not a ghost any more, but her old self. The virtue had come back, and that meant that Dr. Maartens would start getting well again. ‘It’s Grace,’ she said. ‘I’ve been praying for it night and day. “Dear Lord, give Mrs. Maartens some of that Grace of Yours. Let her have the virtue back, so Dr. Maartens can get well.” And now it’s happened, it’s happened!’”

It’s happened, all right. But it isn’t the Grace of God that has restored Katy. Upon hearing of the death of her mother, and in her moment of need, she and Rivers have begun a love affair, and it is the tenderness and the physicality of their relationship that has refreshed Katy.

“And, as though to confirm what she had said, there was a rustling on the stairs behind us. We turned. It was Katy. She was dressed in black. Love and sleep had smoothed her face, and the body which yesterday had moved so wearily, at the cost of so much painful effort, was now as softly strong, as rich with life as it had been before her mother's illness. She was a goddess once again -- in mourning but uneclipsed, luminous even in her grief and resignation.”

And Rivers isn’t kidding about this goddess business. In this novel, Huxley is examining the deep connection between sex and grace, between the primal restorative power of the procreative act and the heights of intelligence and achievement that man is otherwise always attempting to reach.

“Katy wasn’t the praying kind. For her, the supernatural was Nature; the divine was neither spiritual nor specifically human; it was in landscapes and sunshine and animals; it was in flowers, in the sour smell of little babies, in the warmth and softness of snuggling children; it was in kisses, of course, in the nocturnal apocalypses of love, in the more diffuse but no less ineffable bliss of just feeling well. She was a kind of feminine Antaeus -- invincible while her feet were on the ground, a goddess so long as she was in contact with the greater goddess within her, the universal Mother without. Three weeks of attendance on a dying woman had broken that contact. Grace came when it was restored, and that happened on the night of April the twenty-third. An hour of love, five or six hours of the deeper otherness of sleep, and the emptiness was filled, the ghost reincarnated. She lived again -- yet not she, of course, but the Unknown Quantity lived in her.”

This Unknown Quantity is vitally important to understanding the theme of this novel -- because, as will eventually become apparent, it is not actually Katy that is the goddess. Rather, if anything, it is the goddess that lives within her.

“The Unknown Quantity,” he repeated. “At one end of the spectrum it’s pure spirit, it’s the Clear Light of the Void; and at the other end it’s instinct, it’s health, it’s the perfect functioning of an organism that’s infallible so long as we don’t interfere with it; and somewhere between the two extremes is what St. Paul called ‘Christ’ -- the divine made human. Spiritual grace, animal grace, human grace -- these aspects of the same underlying mystery, ideally, all of us should be open to all of them. In practice most of us either barricade ourselves against every form of grace or, if we open the door, open it to only one of the forms. Which isn’t, of course, enough. And yet a third of a loaf is better than no bread. How much better was manifest that morning of April twenty-fourth. Cut off from animal grace, Katy had been an impotent phantom. Restored to it, she was Hera and Demeter and Aphrodite gloriously rolled into one, with Aesculapius and the Grotto of Lourdes thrown in as a bonus -- for the miracle was definitely under way. After three days at death’s door, Henry had felt the presence of the virtue in her and was responding. Lazarus was in process of being raised.”

Rivers at once does and does not understand this Unknown Quantity. In his intellectualism, he is unable to grasp it firmly, and to understand that although Katy possesses it, it is not Katy, and that Katy is, therefore, not a goddess, but just a woman. Every time he tries to talk to Katy about it -- either at the esoteric level of its power or at the practical level of his emotion -- she rebuffs him.

“Whenever I tried to tell her something of what was going on in my heart and mind, she either changed the subject or else, with a little laugh, with a little indulgent pat on the back of the hand, gently but very decidedly shut me up. Would it have been better, I wonder, if we had come out into the open, courageously called a spade a phallic symbol and handed one another our quivering entrails on a silver platter? Maybe it would. Or maybe it wouldn’t. The truth shall make you free; but on the other hand, let sleeping dogs lie and, above all, let lying dogs sleep. One must never forget that the most implacable wars are never the wars about things; they’re the wars about the nonsense that eloquent idealists have talked about things -- in other words, the religious wars. What’s lemonade? Something you make out of lemons. And what’s a crusade? Something you make out of crosses -- a course of gratuitous violence motivated by an obsession with unanalyzed symbols. ‘What do you read, my lord?’ ‘Words, words, words.’ And what’s in a word? Answer: corpses, millions of corpses. And the moral of that is, Keep your trap shut; or if you must open it, never take what comes out of it too seriously. Katy kept our traps firmly shut.”

The Hamlet reference is probably appropriate -- as Rivers is not wholly unlike the Prince of Denmark: vacillating, examining, obsessing, but rarely acting. But Katy? She has a different reason for acting the way she does. And she is certainly no Ophelia.

“She had the instinctive wisdom that taboos the four-letter words (and a fortiori the scientific polysyllables), while tacitly taking for granted the daily and nightly four-letter acts to which they refer. In silence, an act is an act is an act. Verbalized and discussed, it becomes an ethical problem, a casus belli, the source of a neurosis. If Katy had talked, where, I ask you, should we have been? In a labyrinth of intercommunicating guilts and anguishes. Some people, of course, enjoy that sort of thing. Others detest it, but feel, remorsefully, that they deserve to suffer. Katy (God bless her!) was neither a Methodist nor a Masochist. She was a goddess and the silence of goddesses is genuinely golden. None of your superficial plating. A solid, twenty-two-carat silence all the way through. The Olympian’s trap is kept shut, not by an act of willed discretion, but because there’s really nothing to say. Goddesses are all of one piece. There’s no internal conflict in them. Whereas the lives of people like you and me are one long argument. Desires on one side, woodpeckers on the other. Never a moment of real silence.” 

Rivers goes on flagellating like this for another page or two, and what he is eventually driving at is the seeming incongruity of it all -- about how something vile and create something wholesome.

“What I needed most at that time was a dose of justificatory good language to counteract the effect of all that vile-base-foul. But Katy wouldn’t give it me. Good or bad, language was entirely beside the point. The point, so far as she was concerned, was her experience of the creative otherness of love and sleep. The point was finding herself once again in a state of grace. The point, finally, was her renewed ability to do something for Henry. The proof of the pudding is in the eating, not in the cookbook. Pleasure received and given, virtue restored, Lazarus raised from the dead -- the eating in this case was self-evidently good. So help yourself to the pudding and don’t talk with your mouth full -- it’s bad manners and it prevents you from appreciating the ambrosial flavor. It was a piece of advice too good for me to be able to take. True, I didn’t talk to her; she wouldn’t let me. But I went on talking to myself -- talking and talking till the ambrosia turned into wormwood or was contaminated by the horrible gamy taste of forbidden pleasure, of sin recognized and knowingly indulged in. And meanwhile the miracle was duly proceeding. Steadily, rapidly, without a single setback, Henry was getting better.”

These are deep issues that Huxley is examining here. And it is a little surprising -- at least to me -- that Rivers is so prudish about them.

“Didn’t that make you feel happier about things?” I asked.

Rivers nodded his head.

“In one way, yes. Because, of course, I realized even then, even in my state of imbecile innocence, that I was indirectly responsible for the miracle. I had betrayed my master; but if I hadn’t, my master would probably be dead. Evil had been done; but good, an enormous good, had come of it. It was a kind of justification. On the other hand how horrible it seemed that grace for Katy and life for her husband should be dependent on something so intrinsically low, so utterly vile-base-foul, as bodies and their sexual satisfaction. All my idealism revolted against the notion. And yet it was obviously true.”

Here it is, spelled out so clearly that it almost seems likely to be the kernel that Huxley has built his entire narrative around. It is, after all, sex that creates life, not just in the thematic sense that Huxley’s novel embraces, but in the literal sense of biology. And the fact that Rivers considers one to be foul and the other to be pure, and has such trouble harmonizing the two, is a commentary on societies that take the same Victorian view.

But Katy is different. It’s not lost on me that because of Huxley’s narrative choice of telling the story not just from Rivers’s point of view but largely in his words that we seldom see Katy directly, and are stuck too frequently with Rivers’s perception of her as the goddess. But Katy is no goddess and, more importantly, she knows that she isn’t.

Eventually, Rivers will be able to speak with Katy about his perceptions and fears.

“That evening I managed to say a little of what was on my mind. At first she tried to stop my mouth with kisses. Then, when I pushed her away, she grew angry and threatened to go back to her room. I had the sacrilegious courage to restrain her by brute force. ‘You’ve got to listen,’ I said as she struggled to free herself. And holding her at arm’s length, as one holds a dangerous animal, I poured out my tale of moral anguish. Katy heard me out: then, when it was all over, she laughed. Not sarcastically, not with the intention of wounding me, but from the sunny depths of a goddess’s amusement. ‘You can’t bear it,’ she teased. ‘You’re too noble to be a party to a deception! Can’t you ever think of anything but your own precious self? Think of me, for a chance, think of Henry! A sick genius and the poor woman whose job it’s been to keep the sick genius alive and tolerably sane. His huge crazy intellect against my instincts, his inhuman denial of life against the flow of life in me. It wasn’t easy, I’ve had to fight with every weapon that came to hand. And now here I have to listen to you -- talking the most nauseous kind of Sunday School twaddle, daring to tell me -- me! -- you cannot live a lie -- like George Washington and the cherry tree. You make me tired, I’m going to sleep.’ She yawned and, rolling over on her side, turned her back on me -- the back,” Rivers added with a little snort of laughter, “the infinitely eloquent back (if you perused it in the dark, like Braille, with your finger tips) of Aphrodite Callipygos.”

It is passages like these that make me conclude that Rivers is an unreliable narrator -- for how can anyone view these words of Katy’s as coming “from the sunny depths of a goddess’s amusement” or, once they’ve been spoken, go back to marveling at the woman’s shapely backside? No, sorry, Rivers, I ain’t buying it. You are so lost in your own misperceptions of reality, that you will never understand who and what Katy actually is.

She is a woman, prescribed by her society to play a certain role, which that society has inculcated to treat as the very well-spring of not just life, but achievement as well. In that way, and in no other, she is a goddess.

And after all of that, I have to wonder. Does Huxley know this? Has Huxley written a subversively feminist novel, or is he oblivious like Rivers, and simply written another male masturbatory one?

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This post first appeared on Eric Lanke's blog, an association executive and author. You can follow him on Twitter @ericlanke or contact him at eric.lanke@gmail.com.

Monday, April 11, 2022

Dragons - Chapter 85 (DRAFT)

Okay. Now I want you to stop asking me that. I’m telling you this now and it will be my answer forever: I was not sleeping with Bethany Bishop. There might be a lot of things wrong with my marriage, but that is one line I have never crossed. No! Never! For fuck sake, why do you keep asking me?

Look, just drop it already. We’re coming up on the end of this long and sorry tale, and if you keep asking me that, I don’t think I’m going to have the momentum to push through to the end. Is that what you want?

No, I didn’t think so. You’ve come this far, you might as well hear the rest of it. 

So, my wife, Jenny -- who I was NOT cheating on -- drove me to the doctor’s office late that terrible afternoon. She must’ve left Jacob with a neighbor or something, because I don’t remember him being along for the ride, but I do remember pulling up to that same gulag-like clinic that we had recently taken him to. Jenny actually had to help me out of the car. I was that unsteady on my feet. Even with my eyes closed behind a thick pair of sunglasses it was still too bright outside, and she carefully led me like a blind person into the central processing nexus and then down one of the spoke-like arteries to sit in one of the waiting room chairs.

I remember sitting there with my eyes closed, feeling Jenny’s presence next to me, listening to the soft ambient noises of the clinic, and trying not to think about anything. There was so much, and it was all so overwhelming, that the allure of wiping my mind absolutely clean seemed the most inviting of all. The muffled voices from the nurses station, the persistent cough of the transient patients, the staccato opening and closing of doors, and the rhythmic pulsing of air through the air handling system -- they all merged together into a kind of lullaby, and I felt myself drifting off, not to sleep, but to some other welcome form of mindless oblivion.

“Alan Larson?”

“Over here,” I heard Jenny say after a short pause, and then turning towards me, “Alan, honey, they’re ready for you.”

I opened my eyes and slowly nodded my head.

“Do you want me to go in with you?”

“No,” I said, rising from my chair, leaning heavily on Jenny’s arm to regain my feet. “No, I’ll be all right. You wait here.”

The light seemed tolerable and I could clearly see the nurse -- a man with the build of a linebacker -- waiting for me at the door that led to the examination rooms. I began walking confidently towards him and he stood aside so that I would have uncontested access to the passage.

“Okay,” I heard Jenny say behind me. “I’ll be here when you get back.”

Inside the nurse -- his nametag said “Ray” -- led me back to one of the examination rooms, where he weighed me, took my temperature and my blood pressure. When he asked me why I was seeing the doctor today I told him that I was having my first migraine attack, and he gave me a sympathetic look.

“Migraines are awful,” he said. “My mother gets them, and they usually put her down for an entire day.”

I nodded my head knowingly. “They’re no fun,” I said.

“Okay,” Ray said, standing up and getting ready to leave the room. “The doctor will be with you in a few minutes.”

“Okay.”

I don’t know how long I was in that small examination room by myself, but, contrary to what Ray had predicted, it was a whole lot longer than a few minutes. For a little while I just sat there, my eyes barely open, my mind trying to bring back the emptiness that I had momentarily achieved in the waiting room. But that proved elusive, the change and the near absence of any ambient sounds having the opposite effect on my disposition. Are these little rooms soundproof? I wondered suddenly, remembering the times we had brought Jacob here and the way I had to hold him down in order for the nurse to administer those endless childhood vaccinations, his shrill, plaintive voice screaming in absolute terror and frenzy. I strained my ears to see if I could pick up the noise of any similar human suffering going on around me. Sadly -- or not, depending on your point of view -- there was nothing. No sounds at all. Just the steady and untrammeled rush of blood in my own vessels shushing and rushing in my ears.

I stood up and went over to look at the poster on the wall. Each of the examination rooms here had one, dedicated to a variety of medical conditions or anatomical systems. They could be used, I supposed, as educational tools by the doctors, pointing out the inner workings of a patient’s condition in colorful medical illustrations -- although I couldn’t remember any doctor I had seen here ever even referring to one. The room I was in must’ve been used to see pregnant women, because its poster was headlined PREGNANCY AND BIRTH. It was dominated by the figure of a nude woman, her belly swollen with a full-term fetus, fully visible in a kind of cut away view, its head already in its fateful position against her cervix, and its little face both wrinkled and wisened. The woman herself -- her dark hair framing a face that was neither caucaisian, asiatic nor hispanic, but some hybrid of the three -- looked at me with a serene wisdom of her own, knowing fully the role she and all like here were to play, and accepting it as both inevitable and foreordained. All around her was a series of smaller illustrations, each related to her and her condition, the largest of which was an exploded view of her own reproductive organs, showing the emergence of her ovum from her ovary, its pursuit and fertilization by a cloud of wriggling spermatozoa, its long journey down her Fallopian tube, and its eventual implantation in the wall of her uterus.

I worked my way around the examination table -- sure enough, equipped with stirrups for gynecological exams -- and wandered over to the small counter and set of cabinets that sat in the far corner. Here was the sink where doctors washed their hands, and on the counter sat an array of glass jars, each stuffed to overfilling with a series of examination tools -- tongue depressors, cotton swabs, rubber gloves and so on. Without embarrassment I began opening the cabinet doors, and was surprised to find the cupboards largely bare. Several extra boxes of rubber gloves, a few folded examination gowns, and some bottles of antiseptic hand soap.

I didn’t know what kind of surprise I was expecting -- is this where the doctors kept their medical experiments gone wrong: malformed fetuses kept in formaldehyde jars, just like the ones that sat on the countertop -- but the surprise came not from the contents of their cupboards but from the sudden opening of the examination room door and the swift and unexpected entry of the physician that would decide my fate.

“Well, now, what seems to be--” the doctor began, an older man with a bald pate and a white coat, stopping suddenly at the sight of his patient, not waiting patiently in the chair like he had been expecting but, evidently, rifling through their cabinets in search of something. My hands, in fact, at that moment were in the process of stuffing an examination gown back into a cupboard that had already twice proved of insufficient dimensions to contain its disrupted fabric and that of its brethren.

The doctor looked at me suspiciously for a moment and then seemed to collect himself. “Were you told to put on one of those gowns?” 

My first instinct was to run, and I believe if he hadn’t been standing in the doorway I might have done just that. The irrationality of the impulse surprised even me, but there it was, an intense need to flee, to get out of the tiny, suffocating, controlled space and back out into the wide unknown, futilely tamping down the chaos that otherwise threatened to overwhelm me.

“Yes, I said, welcoming the lie as far easier than explaining what I was doing looking through their cabinets. “Yes,” I said again. “But one wasn’t put out for me. I didn’t know where else to look.”

The doctor shook his head, and carefully shut the door behind him without, I noticed, turning his back on me. “That’s not necessary,” he said. “Why don’t you come and have a seat?” He gestured to the patient chair I had previously vacated.

I did so obediently, and I watched him as he rolled a stool out from under a small table affixed to the wall in the very corner of the room and settled himself down upon it. Under his white coat he wore a dress shirt, tie, and what looked like an uncomfortable pair of slacks. He hooked his loafered feet on the chrome rim of the stool and dropped the file he had brought in with him on the table.

“So,” he said. “What brought you in here today?”

I looked absently at the file he had seemed to discard. It was manilla and only contained a few loose pieces of paper, one of which was poking its goldenrod hue out from behind the folder’s cover. On the folder’s exposed tab was a large white sticker emblazoned with a capital letter L, and a smaller companion in which someone had typed -- evidently on an old-fashioned typewriter -- my last name comma first name.

“My wife thinks I’m having a migraine.”

“She does? What do you think?”

That drew my attention away from the folder. Given the look on the doctor’s face, I got the distinct impression that was how he intended it. I looked down at the tag pinned to the breast pocket of his coat: a medical ID, with an outdated picture of the same man, and a name laserprinted in clear bold type. BLAIR comma Leland. 

“I don’t know,” I said. “I’ve never had a migraine before.”

“Are the lights in here bothering you?”

“A little.”

The doctor reached behind him and flipped off the light switch. For a moment we were plunged into absolute darkness, but then he pulled the door open a crack, allowing enough light from the hallway to spill into the room so that we could still see each other.

“Is that better?”

“Yes,” I said. “It is.”

In the partial darkness, the doctor sat and studied me for a few moments. He crossed his arms over his chest. “Your name is Alan, right? Alan Larson?”

“Yes.”

“Alan, I’m Dr. Blair.”

He extended a hand and I shook it. I struggled to place him. Now in the dim light it was even harder to be sure, but I don’t think I had ever seen him before.

“Your badge says Leland.”

He looked at me quizzically. Not offended. At least I didn’t think so.

“I hate that ‘i’m the doctor and you’re the patient shit’. Always makes me feel like a child.”

I think he actually smiled. “My friends call me Lee.”

I looked at him skeptically. He definitely wasn’t my friend, but I decided not to push it. I had already done far more than I had ever dared do before and my heart was thumping in my chest like it was ready to leave without me.

“Okay, Lee.”

His smile softened a little, probably recognizing that it could never completely remove the wall that stood between us. 

“Can you tell me what happened to you today?”

What happened to me today. I knew he was asking about my symptoms, but a lot had happened to me today, and his question caused the fear and the shame that I worked so hard to keep at bay to well up within me. I choked back a sob, terrified that so much seemed so close to the surface, and that such an innocent inquiry could tap into it so quickly.

“Well,” I said, struggling to compose myself. “It started at my desk at work this morning. I started having trouble seeing my computer screen.”

“What do you do?”

“There was-- Wait. What?”

“For a living. What do you do for a living?”

What did I do for a living. Oh fuck, buddy, if only I could tell you in a way you would understand. In a way anyone would understand.

“I work in an office,” I said.

“...okay,” he said, obviously expecting more. I was loathe to give it to him, but he seemed insistent.

“I sit at my desk. I type things into my computer. I have meetings with people. I send emails. I talk to people on the phone. Sometimes I get on airplanes and stay in hotels.”

“All right,” he said. “And today you started having trouble seeing your computer screen?”

So then I told him the story. About how I first thought something was wrong with my screen, but then realized the occlusion was in my vision, about the shimmering waves and the dizziness, about the dry heaves and the floor of the public bathroom, about the painful light and the pounding in my temples, about the dark room and the disorientation, about the sickening smell of food and the unsteadiness on my feet. And while I told him all of these things, beneath them all, running in the same current but at a lower and more dangerous amperage, were all the unspoken things that were likely the true cause of my affliction. The extra work that had been piled on my shoulders, the lack of confidence that Mary put very much on display, the hopeless expectations that Eleanor Rumford measured me by, the dangerous game that Wes Howard had sucked me into, the lack of confidence I had in my ability to retain and lead my team, the lingering and diminishing connection with Bethany Bishop, the uncertainty about the new position I was interviewing for and the fear of being found out, the burden that I was increasingly becoming on my wife, her own hidden inadequacies papered over with bravado and emotional distance, and my aching inability to understand or accept the son who loved me in ways that both frightened and angered me. If I’d had my wits about me, these are the “symptoms” that I would have described to Dr. Leland Blair, but he wasn’t that kind of doctor and I wasn’t that kind of patient.

But it overwhelmed me nonetheless, my emotions seizing up as if they had grasped the live wire of my dysfunction and uncertainty, and before I could finish my litany I was crying, the tears coming unwillingly and uncontrollably. Then I began to blubber, my entire face melting with what felt like syrupy bile coming out of my nose and eyes.

The doctor placed a reassuring hand on my knee and handed me some tissues. “There, there,” he said, exactly like he was comforting a small child. “It’s all right. It’s all right.”

It was madness. I looked down into the abyss and let myself fall in.

“I’m sorry,” I said, blowing my nose into the tissues he had handed me and then absently using them to wipe away some of my tears. “I don’t know why I’m here. I know I’m broken, broken inside, but I don’t know what you or anyone else can do to fix me. I can’t feel anything soft or warm without realizing how empty and hollow it is. My son, my wife, my friends, my co-workers, my clients—they’re nothing to me. They’re forever separate. I can’t see them. It’s as if they don’t even exist. I’m alone. No matter how many people are around me, it’s as if I’m alone and always will be. I don’t know how to go on living like this.”

I dropped my face into my hands and let a fresh wave of sobs overtake me. If it weren’t for the reassuring pats he continued to place on my knee, I wouldn’t have known that anyone else was there with me. I was at the bottom of a well and there wasn’t anyway that I could see to climb back out.

“Are you here alone, today?”

“What?”

“Are you here alone today? Is there someone waiting for you? To take you home?”

It took me longer than usual to put the necessary thoughts together, first to understand, and then to respond. “My wife is here. She’s out in the waiting room. She’s eight months pregnant.”

He nodded reassuringly and then spoke in his best doctor voice. He told me he was going to write me two prescriptions -- one for the migraines and the other for anxiety. He gave me the short set of instructions for how and when to take each. But then he said he was also going to give me a referral to a counselor -- someone I could speak to privately and confidentially, and who could help me sort through some of the challenges I was facing. The counselors were here at this clinic, and he strongly encouraged me to give them a try.  

“All right?”

I looked at him blankly, not really understanding anything he had said.

“All right,” I said.

He wrote out the scripts and handed them to me. Sniffling, I took the pieces of paper from him and began shuffling them and scanning each one with incomprehension.

“Do you want me to ask someone to bring your wife back here?”

“What?” I asked, looking up at him.

“Do you want your wife to come get you? Or can you make it back to her by yourself?”

“No,” I said, the intensity of my shame overcoming me, almost bringing the acrid tears back. “No, I can find my way. Just give me a few moments to collect myself.”

He tapped me on the knee again before rising from his chair. “Take all the time you need.” Then, seemingly without my observation, he was gone and the door had been closed behind him. 

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Monday, April 4, 2022

Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand

It took me a while to figure this one out. I guess that’s okay, because Rand gives the reader plenty of time to do exactly that. At 645,000 words and more than a thousand pages, it’s easy for the uninitiated to get lost or distracted -- something that speaks less to Rand’s purported genius and more to her penchant for indulging her own fancy.

In its barest of bones, Atlas Shrugged is the story of two people: Dagny Taggert and John Galt; and the kind of world Rand would have them build: one founded on her own brand of objectivist philosophy. Notice how I didn’t say “the kind of world Dagny and John would build” but “the kind of world Rand would have them build.” I did that primarily because Rand’s voice is ever present in the “novel,” animating every character with either the strident purity of her own beating heart or with the puppet-like demonization of her own imagination. In Atlas Shrugged, Rand is both her own protagonist and her own antagonist, and she has transparently stacked the deck to let the cards fall in the order she has predetermined.

Let’s start here.

Pure Evil

Dagny Taggert is the operating vice-president of Taggert Transcontinental Railroad -- a kind of family business empire struggling to survive in the midst of an economic downturn in what feels like -- but isn’t -- 1940s America. But Dagny, unlike everyone else, is different.

At sixteen, sitting at her operator’s desk, watching the lighted windows of Taggert trains roll past, she had thought that she had entered her kind of world. In the years since, she learned that she hadn’t. The adversary she found herself forced to fight was not worth matching or beating; it was not a superior ability which she would have found honor in challenging; it was ineptitude -- a gray spread of cotton that seemed soft and shapeless, that could offer no resistance to anything or anybody, yet managed to be a barrier in her way. She stood, disarmed, before the riddle of what made this possible. She could find no answer.

Rand has little patience for ineptitude, which, as we follow Dagny through her youth and education, we will see first associated with collectivism dedicated to the social good and then to an undefined monstrous evil.

First, the social good.

As young people, Dagny and her brother Jim are friends with the heir to a steel fortune, Francisco D’Anconia.

Jim was approaching his senior year in college in New York. His studies had given him a manner of odd, quavering belligerence, as if he had found a new weapon. He addressed Francisco once, without provocation, stopping him in the middle of the lawn to say in a tone of aggressive self-righteousness:

“I think that now that you’ve reached college age, you ought to learn something about ideals. It’s time to forget your selfish greed and give some thought to your social responsibilities, because I think that all those millions you’re going to inherit are not for your personal pleasure, they are a trust for the benefit of the underprivileged and the poor, because I think that a person who doesn’t realize that is the most depraved type of human being.”

Francisco answered courteously, “It is not advisable, James, to venture unsolicited opinions. You should spare yourself the embarrassing discovery of their exact value to your listener.”

Dagny asked him, as they walked away, “Are there many men like Jim in the world?”

Francisco laughed. “A great many.”

“Don’t you mind it?”

“No. I don’t have to deal with them. Why do you ask that?”

“Because I think they’re dangerous in some way … I don’t know how …”

By this point in the book James Taggert has already been painted as one of those pitiful inept fools, and I found Rand’s equation of his ineptitude with his collectivist leanings somewhat curious. As if the only reason to be a collectivist is because you’re no good at anything worthwhile.

But it will get much worse than that. Two hundred pages later, Dagny will find herself trying to track down the plans for a revolutionary new motor that could save her struggling business -- a motor that was evidently invented by some whiz kid that used to work for one of Taggert Transcontinental’s many subsidiaries, but who has now vanished. Dagny goes to question Eugene Lawson, a bank officer who once loaned money to the subsidiary, the Twentieth Century Motor Company.

“I wanted to inquire about the men who owned the factory at the time when you made a loan to--”

“They were perfectly good men. They were a perfectly sound risk -- though, of course, I am speaking in human terms, not in the terms of cold cash, which you are accustomed to expect from bankers. I granted them the loan for the purchase of that factory, because they needed the money. If people needed money, that was enough for me. Need was my standard, Miss Taggert. Need not greed. My father and grandfather built up the Community National Bank just to amass a fortune for themselves. I placed their fortune in the service of a higher ideal. I did not sit on piles of money and demand collateral from poor people who needed loans. The heart was my collateral. Of course, I do not expect anyone in this materialistic country to understand me. The rewards I got were not of a kind that people of your class, Miss Taggert, would appreciate. The people who used to sit in front of my desk, at the bank, did not sit as you do, Miss Taggert. They were humble, uncertain, worn with care, afraid to speak. My rewards were the tears of gratitude in their eyes, their trembling voices, the blessings, the woman who kissed my hand when I granted her a loan she had begged for in vain everywhere else.”

I wasn’t sure exactly when I had entered a Frank Capra movie, but it seemed like I was there to stay. But, under Rand’s pen, things were about to take a very un-Capra-esque turn.

“Could you possibly recall the names of any of the engineers who worked there?”

“I don’t believe I ever inquired about their names. I wasn’t concerned with the parasites of office and laboratory. I was concerned with the real workers -- the men of callused hands who keep a factory going. They were my friends.”

“Can you give me a few of their names? Any names, of anyone who worked there?”

“My dear Miss Taggert, it was so long ago, there were thousands of them, how can I remember?”

“Can’t you recall one, any one?”

“I certainly cannot. So many people have always filled my life that I can’t be expected to recall individual drops in the ocean.”

“Were you familiar with the production of that factory? With the kind of work they were doing -- or planning?”

“Certainly. I took a personal interest in all my investments. I went to inspect that factory very often. They were doing exceedingly well. They were accomplishing wonders. The workers’ housing conditions were the best in the country. I saw lace curtains at every window and flowers on the window sills. Every home had a plot of ground for a garden. They had built a new schoolhouse for the children.”

Do you see what Rand is doing here? Lawson can’t remember individuals, but he knows all about their collective production? In case her sledgehammer isn’t obvious enough, Eugene Lawson is a communist -- one who, evidently, was able to create that Capra-esque utopia.

But Dagny keeps pressing him. Details. Please. Details of the motor. Or the person who invented it.

“Have you preserved any records pertaining to the motor factory?” She sat straight, her hands clasped tight together.

“What records? I believe I told you that I lost everything I owned when the bank collapsed.” His body had gone slack once more, his interest had vanished. “But I do not mind it. What I lost was mere material wealth. I am not the first man in history to suffer for an ideal. I was defeated by the selfish greed of those around me, I couldn’t establish a system of brotherhood and love in just one small state, amidst a nation of profit-seekers and dollar-grubbers. It was not my fault But I won’t let them beat me. I am not to be stopped. I am fighting -- on a wider scale -- for the privilege of serving my fellow men. Records, Miss Taggert? The record I left, when I departed from Madison, is inscribed in the hearts of the poor, who never had a chance before.”

It was right about here that I began to realize that the antagonist in Atlas Shrugged, the creeping and insidious forces of collectivism, was, in fact, a caricature. Under Rand’s reportedly masterful pen, she had created a strawman to throw her forces of objectivism against. And quickly on the heels of that realization came the next logical step: if her antagonist was a golem, stumbling forward on legs Rand’s own imagination had animated, what did that portend for her protagonist? Was the protagonist a caricature, too? And if so, what did that mean for the work I was reading?

Later on in her investigation, Dagny will interview Ivy Starnes, the daughter of the man who founded the Twentieth Century Motor Company.

“I can’t answer the kind of questions you’re asking, my girl. The research laboratory? The engineers? Why should I remember anything about them? It was my father who was concerned with such matters, not I. My father was an evil man who cared for nothing but business. He had no time for love, only for money. My brothers and I lived on a different plane. Our aim was not to produce gadgets, but to do good. We brought a great, new plan into the factory. It was eleven years ago. We were defeated by the greed, the selfishness and the base, animal nature of men. It was the eternal conflict between spirit and matter, between soul and body. They would not renounce their bodies, which was all we asked of them. I do not remember any of those men. I do not care to remember. … The engineers? I believe it was they who started the hemophilia. … Yes, that is what I said: the hemophilia -- the slow leak -- the loss of blood that cannot be stopped. They ran first. They deserted us, one after another … Our plan? We put into practice that noble historical precept: From each according to his ability, to each according to his need. Everybody in the factory, from charwomen to president, received the same salary -- the barest minimum necessary. Twice a year, we all gathered in a mass meeting, where every person presented his claim for what he believed to be his needs. We voted on every claim, and the will of the majority established every person’s need and every person’s ability. The income of the factory was distributed accordingly. Rewards were based on need, and the penalties on ability. Those who had not produced as much as the vote said they could, were fined and had to pay the fines by working overtime without pay. That was our plan. It was based on the principle of selflessness. It required men to be motivated, not by personal gain, but by love for their brothers.”

This is not a novel. There is no possible way to approach this text with the level of subtlety that good novels offer and require of their readers. Atlas Shrugged is a fable. A thousand-page fable where the industrious ants go on strike and leave the inept grasshopper to fend for itself. 

In the wake of this realization, it is Dagny’s horrified reaction that begins to capture my attention.

Dagny heard a cold, implacable voice saying somewhere within her: Remember it -- remember it well -- it is not often that one can see pure evil -- look at it -- remember -- and some day you’ll find the words to name its essence. … She heard it through the screaming of other voices that cried in helpless violence: It’s nothing -- I’ve heard it before -- I’m hearing it everywhere -- it’s nothing but the same old tripe -- why can’t I stand it? -- I can’t stand it -- I can’t stand it!

There it is. The second thing: pure evil. Rand thinks collectivism is evil. Fine. I get that. But there seems a more important question. It’s not why. Why seems pretty straight-forward, from a Randian point of view. Collectivism is evil because it strips the will-to-power and the just rewards that go with it away from the objectivist. No, the question that came to plague me through the rest of the work is not why Rand thinks collectivism is evil, but how does that evil manifest itself in our world.

Is it conscious, this evil? Is the collectivist a person acting with the same holy will of the objectivist, just to other ends? Or is the evil unconscious, a great coherence of natural systems and events, bringing about a state that oppresses its adherents as much as its antagonists?

Hank Rearden is one of the central characters of the book, an inventor and steel magnate who has an illicit affair with Dagny Taggert. And there’s a scene where Rearden is suspecting that his wife Lillian is aware of this affair, and he wonders if she is now taking conscious actions against the actualization of his will as a kind of retribution.

He could not get rid of the impression, which he had kept receiving and rejecting for three months, that her vengeance was not a form of despair, as he had supposed -- the impression, which he regarded as inconceivable, that she was enjoying it. He could find no trace of pain in her manner. She had an air of confidence new to her. She seemed to be at home in her house for the first time. Even though everything within the house was of her own choice and taste, she had always seemed to act as the bright, efficient, resentful manager of a high-class hotel, who keeps smiling in bitter amusement at her position of inferiority to the owners. The amusement remained, but the bitterness was gone. She had not gained weight, but her features had lost their delicate sharpness in a blurring, softening look of satisfaction; even her voice sounded as if it had grown plump.

He did not hear what she was saying; she was laughing in the last flicker of the blue flames, while he sat weighing the question: Did she know? He felt certain that he had discovered a secret much greater than the problem of his marriage, that he had grasped the formula of a policy practiced more widely throughout the world than he dared to contemplate at the moment. But to convict a human being of that practice was a verdict of irrevocable damnation, and he knew that he would not believe it of anyone, so long as the possibility of a doubt remained.

No -- he thought. Looking at Lillian, with the last effort of his generosity -- he would not believe it of her. In the name of whatever grace and pride she possessed -- in the name of such moments when he had seen a smile of joy on her face, the smile of a living being -- in the name of the brief shadow of love he had once felt for her -- he would not pronounce upon her a verdict of total evil.

Evil. There’s that word again. And it seems clear that Lillian’s knowledge of her actions -- her intention -- is a crucial component of Rearden’s decision to render that verdict on her. These people, these collectivists, they are evil because they act with foreknowledge and intention. Right? If that is what Rand intends me to think, then her boogeymen are even more a caricature then I may have first suspected. Do they twirl their mustaches, I wonder, while they hatch their evil collectivist plans against our strappy heroes?

But she can’t really think that, can she? Surely that is a literary device, a part of the interminable fable that she has constructed. The collectivist forces that Rand depicts, in the real world, they are not that simplistic, are they? They persist not because men push them forward, they persist because they push men forward. They are inherent in the human system, and always will be. Rand knows that, doesn’t she? Does she think I don’t?

There’s another scene where Dagny encounters a tramp on one of her trains, a man who used to work at The Twentieth Century Motor Company. He might be John Galt incognito, I don’t remember, but that’s not really the point. He tells her a longer version of the story Ivy Starnes told her, about the collectivist plan that Ivy and her brothers implemented, and about how the company fell apart under this guidance.

“God help us, ma’am! Do you see what we saw? We saw that we’d been given a law to live by, a moral law, they called it, which punished those who observed it -- for observing it. The more you tried to live up to it, the more you suffered; the more you cheated it, the bigger reward you got. Your honesty was like a tool left at the mercy of the next man’s dishonesty. The honest ones paid, the dishonest collected. The honest lost, the dishonest won. How long could men stay good under this sort of a law of goodness? We were a pretty decent bunch of fellows when we started. There weren’t many chislers among us. We knew our jobs and we were proud of it and we worked for the best factory in the country, where old man Starnes hired nothing but the pick of the country’s labor. Within one year under the new plan, there wasn’t an honest man left among us. That was the evil, the sort of hell-horror evil that preachers used to scare you with, but you never thought to see alive. Not that the plan encouraged a few bastards, but that it turned decent people into bastards, and there was nothing else that it could do -- and it was called a moral ideal!

Evil. That word again. But here, it is clearly systemic, not conscious. Those decent people that worked at the Twentieth Century Motor Company, the ones who were proud of their jobs, they’re not evil, are they? They were turned into bastards by an evil system. But they, themselves, are not evil, are they? 

It’s really hard for me to tell. There’s another scene after Dagny discovers Atlantis, the secret utopian community that Galt has established in the mountains of Colorado, before she is fully converted to his cause, when Francisco d’Anconia tells her about the challenges he has had in running his business in these times of increasing government oversight and regulation.

“I saw the tax-collecting vermin that had grown for centuries like mildew on d’Anconia Copper, draining us by no right that anyone could name -- I saw the government regulations passed to cripple me, because I was successful, and to help my competitors, because they were loafing failures -- I saw the labor unions who won every claim against me, by reason of my ability to make their livelihood possible -- I saw that any man’s desire for money he could not earn was regarded as a righteous wish, but if he earned it, it was damned as greed -- I saw the politicians who winked at me, telling me not to worry, because I could just work a little harder and out-smart them all. I looked past the profits of the moment, and I saw that the harder I worked, the more I tightened the noose around my throat, I saw that my energy was being poured down a sewer, that the parasites who fed on me were being fed upon in their turn, that they were caught in their own trap -- and that there was no reason for it, no answer known to anyone, that the sewer pipes of the world, draining its productive blood, led into some dank fog nobody had dared to pierce, while people merely shrugged and said that life on earth could be nothing but evil. And then I saw that the whole industrial establishment of the world, with all of its magnificent machinery, its thousand-ton furnaces, its transatlantic cables, its mahogany offices, its stock exchanges, its blazing electric signs, its power, its wealth -- all of was run, not by bankers and boards of directors, but by any unshaved humanitarian in any basement beer joint, by any face pudgy with malice, who preached that virtue must be penalized for being virtue, that the purpose of ability is to serve incompetence, that man has no right to exist except for the sake of others.”

Tax-collecting vermin. Loafing failures. Winking politicians. Feeding parasites. Unshaved humanitarians. Seems to me that d’Anconia’s own face is pretty pudgy with malice in this scene, but let’s give him the benefit of the doubt. He feels he has been robbed -- of money, of opportunity, of vitality. He’s pissed. But as I read this passage, my thoughts do not align with his sense of angry righteousness, but with the vermin, the failures, the parasites. Why are they different from the decent men of the Twentieth Century Motor Company? He even seems to admit that they are not much different -- victims of a system that feeds on them as they feed on others. So what makes them villains instead of victims?

Increasingly, as I read these passages, my thoughts returned again and again to my experience of reading Left Behind, the end times prophecy turned pulp fiction authored by Tim LaHaye and Jerry Jenkins. There, the authors had to figure out how to bring the mythology of Biblical Armageddon into the real world, into a plausible series of events and decisions that would allow the story to progress in the way it had to. And in the end, they couldn’t do it. Like the magical disappearance of the saved that kicks off the series, at the end of its first volume the powers of the Antichrist to shape world events reverts to exactly the same mechanism: magic.

Is that how evil manifests itself in Atlas Shrugged? It comes about magically, leaping fully formed from the mind of its creator?

Speaking in Manifestos

On page 380 of my copy of Atlas Shrugged, our primary characters are at a cocktail party, and Francisco d’Anconia, when asked about what he thinks is going to happen to the world, gives an impromptu speech that Google has helpfully pointed out to me is a famous kind of dissertation on the use and role of money in society. It’s a short speech by comparison to others in the text -- only about six pages. It ends like this:

“Senor d’Anconia,” declared the woman with the earrings, “I don’t agree with you!”

“If you can refute a single sentence I uttered, madame, I shall hear it gratefully.”

“Oh, I can’t answer you. I don’t have any answers, my mind doesn’t work that way, but I don’t feel that you’re right, so I know that you’re wrong.”

“How do you know it?”

“I feel it. I don’t go by my head, but by my heart. You might be good at logic, but you’re heartless.”

“Madame, when we’ll see men dying of starvation around us, your heart won’t be of any earthly use to save them. And I’m heartless enough to say that when you’ll scream, ‘but I didn’t know it!’ -- you will not be forgiven.”

The woman turned away, a shudder running through the flesh of her cheeks and through the angry tremor of her voice: “Well, it’s certainly a funny way to talk at a party!”

It certainly is. It’s also a funny way to talk in a novel. If I didn’t know better, I would suspect that a lot of this "novel" is a vehicle for Rand to publish her manifestos on the sundry topics that move the world.

It happens a lot in the text. By the time we get to page 923 and the climactic manifesto -- when John Galt speaks to the world through the magic of radio -- I’m just not up to it. When he starts, with “This is John Galt speaking,” I wrote in the margin: “God. By this point I am just not up to another ten-page screed of unproven platitudes. Man is what I say Man is!”

Except, regrettably, my estimate of ten pages was woefully inadequate. Counting forward from that point, I found myself suffering through a total of 56 pages of John Galt speaking. There’s no way I can appropriately dissect all of his arguments here -- and some of them may have some validity to them -- but I was surprised to discover how many of his premises were fundamentally flawed. Needing to occupy my mind in some constructive way, I found myself circling each flawed premise as I came across them and scribbling a countervailing note in the margin.

...thinking is not a mechanical process…

It isn’t? What is it, then? A magical one?

They, who pose as scientists and claim that man is only an animal...

They do not claim that man is ONLY an animal. They claim that man is AN animal. Big difference.

A rational process is a moral process.

Umm, no. The end is what’s moral or not, not the process of achieving it.

My morality, the morality of reason, is contained in a single axiom: existence exists -- and in a single choice: to live. The rest proceeds from these. To live, man must hold three things as the supreme and ruling values of his life: Reason -- Purpose -- Self-esteem. Reason, as his only tool of knowledge -- Purpose, as his choice of the happiness which that tool must proceed to achieve -- Self-esteem, as his inviolate certainty that his mind is competent to think and his person is worthy of happiness, which means: is worthy of living. These three values imply and require all of man’s virtues, and all his virtues pertain to the relation of existence and consciousness: rationality, independence, integrity, honesty, justice, productiveness, pride.

Ugh. What a word salad. But let’s focus on just this part: “his inviolate certainty that his mind is competent to think.” I get that there’s not much point in engaging in philosophical inquiry if you don’t believe that you are competent to think, but still, thinking that does not make it true. Let the imbecile claim that his mind is competent to think and reality will likely wipe him out.

If you search your code for guidance, for an answer to the question: “What is the good?” -- the only answer you will find is “The good of others.” The good is whatever others wish…

No. The good of others is not equal to “whatever they wish.”

...all you need to know is that your motive was the good of others, not your own. Your only definition of the good is a negation: the good is the “non-good for me.”

No. The good of others is not equal to the “non-good for me.” 

You who’ve lost the concept of a right, you who swing in impotent evasiveness between the claim that rights are a gift of God, a supernatural gift to be taken on faith, or the claim that rights are a gift of society, to be broken at its arbitrary whim -- the source of man’s rights is not divine law or congressional law, but the law of identity. A is A -- and Man is Man. Rights are conditions of existence required by man’s nature for his proper survival. If man is to live on earth, it is right for him to use his mind, it is right to act on his own free judgment, it is right to work for his values and to keep the product of his work. If life on earth is his purpose, he has a right to live as a rational being: nature forbids him the irrational. Any group, any gang, any nation that attempts to negate man’s rights, is wrong, which means: is evil, which means: is anti-life.

Wow. So close but yet so far. Don’t confuse the right to do something with the idea that it may be right to do that thing. We use the same word, but they are not the same thing. And “wrong” is the opposite of “right,” as in the right and wrong thing to do. “Wrong” is not the opposite of “rights,” as in the ethical principles of freedom or entitlement that govern human society. And “wrong” is not always “evil.” 

It goes on like that page after page -- axioms asserted but never proved, non-sequiturs glossed over, confusing wordplay masking the need for deeper thought on the part of the reader.

Here’s one more example -- this one hitting closer to my intellectual home than the others.

Richard Halley is a minor character in the story -- both a mystic and a composer of classical music, whose elusive Fifth Concerto weaves itself through the many aspects of the plot and Rand’s rugged objectivist symbology. When Dagny finally meets him in Atlantis, he, like everyone there, gives an impromptu manifesto -- this one on the role and motivations of the artists in their ideal society.

“Miss Taggert, how many people are there to whom my work means as much as it does to you?”

“Not many,” she answered simply, neither as boast nor flattery, but as an impersonal tribute to the exacting values involved.

“That is the payment I demand. Not many can afford it. I don’t mean your enjoyment, I don’t mean your emotion -- emotions be damned! -- I mean your understanding and the fact that your enjoyment was of the same nature as mine, that it came from the same source: from your intelligence, from your conscious judgment of a mind able to judge my work by the standard of the same values that went to write it -- I mean, not the fact that you felt, but that you felt what I wished you to feel, not that fact that you admire my work, but that you admire it for the things I wished to be admired.” He chuckled. “There’s only one passion in most artists more violent than their desire for admiration: their fear of identifying the nature of such admiration as they do receive. But it’s a fear I’ve never shared. I do not fool myself about my work or the response I seek -- I value both too highly. I do not care to be admired causelessly, emotionally, intuitively, instinctively -- or blindly. I do not care for blindness in any form, I have too much to show -- or for deafness, I have too much to say. I do not care to be admired by anyone’s heart -- only by someone’s head. And when I find a customer with that invaluable capacity, then my performance is a mutual trade to mutual profit. An artist is a trader, Miss Taggert, the hardest and most exacting of all traders. Now do you understand me?”

This is a great example of the tendency of Rand’s characters to speak in manifestos, because it is exactly the kind of gobbledygook that exemplifies the third part of Rand’s work. Let’s just approach the words and concepts at face value. An artist is a trader -- someone looking for a mutual trade to mutual profit with a customer? Really? That sounds more like a craftsman to me. For an artist, the most violent passion they possess is neither to be admired nor to understand the nature of the admiration that they receive. It is to create. And that fact that Rand doesn’t seem to understand that surprises me -- since so much of her philosophy seems to exalt the creative mind in action.

But it is also a great example because, while missing the mark on art and artists, it does underscore the essential concept on which Rand’s very philosophical fulcrum pivots. Everything must be earned.

Everything Must Be Earned

It is clear throughout the book that Rand wants to reorder everything about the society she lives in. On this front, her treatment of sexual relationships is especially noteworthy. Prior to Hank Rearden’s affair with Dagny Taggert, we are given a detailed tour of his marriage to his wife, Lillian.

She had never objected; she had never refused him anything; she submitted whenever he wished. She submitted in the manner of complying with the rule that it was, at times, her duty to become an inanimate object turned over to her husband’s use.

She did not censure him. She made it clear that she took it for granted that men had degrading instincts which constituted the secret, ugly part of marriage. She was condescendingly tolerant. She smiled, in amused distaste, at the intensity of what he experienced. “It’s the most undignified pastime I know of,” she said to him once, “but I have never entertained the illusion that men are superior to animals.”

His desire for her had died in the first week of their marriage. What remained was only a need which he was unable to destroy. He had never entered a whorehouse; he thought, at times, that the self-loathing he would experience there could be no worse than what he felt when he was driven to enter his wife’s bedroom.

He would often find her reading a book. She would put it aside, with a white ribbon to mark the pages. When he lay exhausted, his eyes closed, still breathing in gasps, she would turn on the light, pick up the book and continue her reading.

He told himself that he deserved the torture, because he had wished never to touch her again and was unable to maintain his decision. He despised himself for that. He despised a need which now held no shred of joy or meaning, which had become the mere need of a woman’s body, an anonymous body that belonged to a woman whom he had to forget while he held it. He became convinced that the need was depravity.

In the celebrated words of the South Park philosopher Stan Marsh, “This is some fucked up shit right here.” But, surely, this is just the negative example that Rand is purposely setting up. When Rearden and Dagny come together, it will be different. It will be the positive to this negative. It will be the way men and women are meant to relate to one another.

Well, yes and no.

The shock became numbness spreading through her body -- she felt a tight pressure in her throat and her stomach -- she was conscious of nothing but a silent convulsion that made her unable to breathe. But what she felt, without words for it, was: Yes, Hank, yes -- now -- because it is part of the same battle, in some way that I can’t name … because it is our being, against theirs … our great capacity, for which they torture us, the capacity of happiness … Now, like this, without words or questions … because we want it …

It was like an act of hatred, like the cutting blow of a lash encircling her body; she felt his arms around her, she felt her legs pulled forward against him and her chest bent back under the pressure of his, his mouth on hers.

Her hand moved from his shoulders to his waist to his legs, releasing the unconfessed desire of her every meeting with him. When she tore her mouth away from him, she was laughing soundlessly, in triumph, as if saying: Hank Rearden -- the austere, unapproachable Hank Rearden of the monklike office, the business conferences, the harsh bargains -- do you remember them now? -- I’m thinking of it, for the pleasure of knowing that I’ve brought you to this. He was not smiling, his face was tight, it was the face of an enemy, he jerked her head and caught her mouth again, as if he were inflicting a wound.

She felt him trembling and she thought that this was the kind of cry she had wanted to tear from him -- this surrender through the shreds of his tortured resistance. Yet she know, at the same time, that the triumph was his, that her laughter was her tribute to him, that her defiance was submission, that the purpose of all of her violent strength was only to make his victory the greater -- he was holding her body against his, as if stressing his wish to let her know that she was now only a tool for the satisfaction -- of his desire -- and his victory, she knew, was her wish to let him reduce her to that. Whatever I am, she thought, whatever pride of person I may hold, the pride of my courage, of my work, of my mind and my freedom -- that is what I offer you for the pleasure of your body, that is what I want you to use in your service -- and that you want it to serve you is the greatest reward I can have.

There were lights burning in the two rooms behind them. He took her wrist and threw her inside his room, making the gesture tell her that he needed no sign of consent or resistance. He locked the door, watching her face. Standing straight, holding his glance, she extended her arm to the lamp on the table and turned out the light. He approached. He turned the light on again, with a single, contemptuous jerk of his wrist. She saw him smile for the first time, a slow, mocking, sensual smile that stressed the purpose of his action.

He was holding her half-stretched across the bed, he was tearing her clothes off, while her face was pressed against him, her mouth moving down the line of his neck, down his shoulder. She knew that every gesture of her desire for him struck him like a blow, that there was some shudder of incredulous anger within him -- yet that no gesture would satisfy his greed for every evidence of her desire.

He stood looking down at her naked body, he leaned over, she heard his voice -- it was more a statement of contemptuous triumph than a question: “You want it?” Her answer was more a gasp than a word, her eyes closed, her mouth open: “Yes.”

She knew that what she felt with the skin of her arms was the cloth of his shirt, she knew that the lips she felt on her mouth were his, but in the rest of her there was no distinction between his being and her own, as there was no division between body and spirit. Through all the steps of the years behind them, the steps down a course chosen in the courage of a single loyalty: their love of existence -- chosen in the knowledge that nothing will be given, that one must make one’s own desire and every shape of its fulfillment -- through the steps of shaping metal, rails and motors -- they had moved by the power of the thought that one remakes the earth for one’s enjoyment, that man’s spirit gives meaning to insentient matter by molding it to serve one’s chosen goal. The course led them to the moment when, in answer to the highest of one’s values, in an admiration not to be expressed by any other form of tribute, one’s spirit makes one’s body become the tribute, recasting it -- as proof, as sanction, as reward -- into a single sensation of such intensity of joy that no other sanction of one’s existence is necessary. He heard the moan of her breath, she felt the shudder of his body, in the same instant.

I’ve read and re-read this several times, and I still can’t make heads or tails out of it. Especially given the Randian maxim that is supposed to guide this and everything else: “I swear by my life and love of it that I will never live for the sake of another man, nor ask another man to live for the sake of mine.” Isn’t that exactly what Dagny is doing here, turning herself into a vessel to receive Rearden’s sexual frenzy, and somehow elevating that into an expression of Self and triumph?

Perhaps Dagny is still on her journey towards the ideal. But Rearden? What the hell is going on with Rearden?

“I want you to know this.”

He stood by the bed, dressed, looking down at her. His voice had pronounced it evenly, with great clarity and no inflection. She looked up at him obediently. He said:

“What I feel for you is contempt. But it’s nothing, compared to the contempt I feel for myself. I don’t love you. I’ve never loved anyone. I wanted you from the first moment I saw you. I wanted you as one wants a whore -- for the same reason and purpose. I spent two years damning myself, because I thought you were above a desire of this kind. You’re not. You’re as vile an animal as I am. I should loathe my discovering it. I don’t. Yesterday, I would have killed anyone who’d tell me that you were capable of doing what I’ve had you do. Today, I would give my life not to let it be otherwise, not to have you be anything but the bitch you are. All the greatness that I saw in you -- I would not take it in exchange for the obscenity of your talent at an animal’s sensation of pleasure. We were two great beings, you and I, proud of our strength, weren’t we? Well, this is all that’s left of us -- and I want no self-deception about it.”

He spoke slowly, as if lashing himself with the words. There was no sound of emotion in his voice, only the lifeless pull of effort; it was not the tone of a man’s willingness to speak, but the ugly, tortured sound of duty.

“I held it as my honor that I would never need anyone. I need you. It had been my pride that I had always acted on my convictions. I’ve given in to a desire which I despise. It is a desire that had reduced my mind, my will, my being, my power to exist into an abject dependence upon you -- not even upon the Dagny Taggert whom I admired -- but upon your body, your hands, your mouth and the few seconds of a convulsion of your muscles. I had never broken my word. Now I’ve broken an oath I gave for life. I had never committed an act that had to be hidden. Now I am to lie, to sneak, to hide. Whatever I wanted, I was free to proclaim it aloud and achieve it in the sight of the whole world. Now my only desire is one I loathe to name even to myself. But it is my only desire. I’m going to have you -- I’d give up everything I own for it, the mills, the Metal, the achievement of my whole life. I’m going to have you at the price of more than myself: at the price of my self-esteem -- and I want you to know it. I want no pretense, no evasion, no silent indulgence, with the nature of our actions left unnamed. I want no pretense about love, value, loyalty or respect. I want no shred of honor left to us, to hide behind. I’ve never begged for mercy. I’ve chosen to do this -- and I’ll take all the consequences, including the full recognition of my choice. It’s depravity -- and I accept it as such -- and there is no height of virtue that I wouldn’t give up for it. Now if you wish to slap my face, go ahead. I wish you would.”

When not speaking in manifestos, people generally speak like this throughout the book -- long stream-of-conscious Randian speeches instead of the clipped sentences that most humans actually use. But, clearly, this Rearden is a wretched creature. A slave that has decided to embrace the manacles he himself has clapped on his own wrists. How will Dagny respond to this depravity?

She threw the blanket off with a stressed, deliberate sweep of her arm. She stood up. She saw her clothes on the floor and kicked them aside. She stood facing him, naked. She said:

“I want you, Hank. I’m much more of an animal than you think. I wanted you from the first moment I saw you -- and the only thing I’m ashamed of is that I did not know it. I did not know why, for two years, the brightest moments I found were the ones in your office, where I could lift my head to look up at you. I did not know the nature of what I felt in your presence, nor the reason. I know it now. That is all I want, Hank. I want you in my bed -- and you are free of me for all the rest of your time. There’s nothing you’ll have to pretend -- don’t think of me, don’t feel; don’t care -- I do not want your mind, your will, your being or your soul, so long as it’s to me that you will come for that lowest one of your desires. I am an animal who wants nothing but the sensation of pleasure which you despise -- but I want it from you. You’d give up any height of virtue for it, while I -- I haven’t any to give up. There’s none I seek or wish to reach. I am so low that I would exchange the greatest sight of beauty in the world for the sight of your figure in the cab of a railroad engine. And seeing it, I would not be able to see it indifferently. You don’t have to fear that you’re now dependent upon me. It’s I who will depend on any whim of yours. You’ll have me any time you wish, anywhere, on any terms. Did you call it the obscenity of my talent? It’s such that it gives you a safer hold on me than on any other property you own. You may dispose of me as you please -- I’m not afraid to admit it -- I have nothing to protect from you and nothing to reserve. You think that this is a threat to your achievement, but it is not to mine. I will sit at my desk, and work, and when things around me get hard to bear, I will think that for my reward I will be in your bed that night. Did you call it depravity? I am much more depraved than you are: you hold it as your guilt, and I -- as my pride. I’m more proud of it than of anything I’ve done, more proud than of building the Line. If I’m asked to name my proudest attainment, I will say: I have slept with Hank Rearden. I had earned it.”

Earned it. Zoom in on that. Dagny earned it. This concept, and the word that represents it, is VERY important to Rand and her philosophy. Anything given is corrupt and evil. Anything earned is pure and good. And as the author seems to go out of her way to stress in these extended passages, everything, up to and including sexual pleasure, must abide by that universal truth.

Except here’s the problem. After more than a thousand pages, I still have no idea what on earth Rand means by earning something.

The problem is especially pronounced here in this transaction between Dagny and Rearden. 

In fact, that might be the better word to capture the essence. Not earned. Transacted. Everything, in order to be good, must be transacted, including the exchange of sexual pleasure between partners. Love, I suppose, in this paradigm, the giving of one’s self to another, is corrupt and evil. But transactional sex? That’s earned. Pure and good.

Go back and read those passages again. Is Rand describing the ideal? Or some kind of fall from grace? Frankly, it is impossible for me to honestly tell.

Eventually, the bad guys will try to blackmail Rearden, demanding that he turn over his intellectual property to the government or risk exposure of his affair with Dagny. And, as the text makes abundantly clear, this revelation will be much more devastating to Dagny Taggert than it will be to Hank Rearden.

“If this affair of yours is spread from one end of the country to the other,” said Dr. Ferris, “by such experts in the art of smearing as Bertram Scudder, it will do no actual damage to your reputation. Beyond a few glances of curiosity and a few raised eyebrows in a few of the stuffier drawing rooms, you will get off quite easily. Affairs of this sort are expected of a man. In fact, it will enhance your reputation. It will give you an aura of romantic glamour among the women and, among the men, it will give you a certain kind of prestige, in the nature of envy for an unusual conquest. But what it will do to Miss Taggert -- with her spotless name, her reputation for being above scandal, her peculiar position of a woman in a strictly masculine business -- what it will do to her, what she will see in the eyes of everyone she meets, what she will hear from every man she deals with -- I will leave that up to your own mind to imagine. And to consider.”

The primness here is almost as outdated as Rand’s philosophy, but it is another time, with women and their sexuality locked within the prison built for them by the very forces Dr. Ferris is describing. But can such a threat actually work? Rearden, to his credit, sees how empty it actually is, given the facts of his relationship with Dagny.

Rearden felt nothing but a great stillness and a great clarity. It was as if some voice were telling him sternly: This is the time -- the scene is lighted -- now look. And standing naked in the great light; he was looking quietly, solemnly, stripped of fear, of pain, of hope, with nothing left to him but the desire to know.

Dr. Ferris was astonished to hear him say slowly, in the dispassionate tone of an abstract statement that did not seem to be addressed to his listener, “But all your calculations rest on the fact that Miss Taggert is a virtuous woman, not the slut you’re going to call her.”

“Yes, of course,” said Dr. Ferris.

“And that this means much more to me than a casual affair.”

“Of course.”

“If she and I were the kind of scum you’re going to make us appear, your blackjack wouldn’t work.”

“No, it wouldn’t.”

“If our relationship were the depravity you’re going to proclaim it to be, you’d have no way to harm us.”

“No.”

“We’d be outside your power.”

“Actually -- yes.”

It was not to Dr. Ferris that Rearden was speaking. He was seeing a long line of men stretched through the centuries from Plato onward, whose heir and final product was an incompetent little professor with the appearance of a gigolo and the soul of a thug.

The last rhetorical flourish aside, Rand now actually has my attention. What is Rearden going to do? Is he going to succumb to the morality of his time -- or he is going to stand by this new philosophy that Dagny has introduced him to? What would John Galt do?

If I had not known that my life depends on my mind and my effort -- he was saying soundlessly to the line of men stretched through the centuries -- if I had not made it my highest moral purpose to exercise the best of my effort and the fullest capacity of my mind in order to support and expand my life, you would have found nothing to loot from me, nothing to support your own existence: It is not my sins that you’re using to injure me, but my virtues -- my virtues by your own acknowledgement, since your own life depends on them, since you need them, since you do not seek to destroy my achievement but to seize it.

So begins about six pages of some of the densest text in Rand’s entire tome. It is ostensibly Rearden’s inner dialogue, synthesizing all he has learned about the way things are and the way they should be as he struggles to decide which way he should bend at this moment in time -- should he betray the product of his immortal mind or the object of his mortal desire? It is, quite clearly, five and a half pages of Rand wrestling with the same question, working her way up to the ultimate conclusion that validates her objectivist creed.

I damned the fact that my mind and body were a unit, and that my body responded to the values of my mind. I damned the fact that joy is the core of existence, the motive power of every living being, that it is the need of one’s body as it is the goal of one’s spirit, that my body was not a weight of inanimate muscles, but an instrument able to give me an experience of superlative joy  to unite my flesh and my spirit. That capacity, which I damned as shameful, had left me indifferent to sluts, but gave me my one desire in answer to a woman’s greatness. That desire, which from the knowledge that the lovely form I saw did express the spirit I was seeing -- it was not her body that I wanted, but her person -- it was not the girl in gray that I had to possess, but the woman who ran a railroad.

But it is also clearly, almost laughably, half a page of Rand slapping a moralistic band-aid on the inevitable conclusion that she herself has been building towards. Rearden should definitely betray Dagny, not his inventive mind. It is not only what Rand would have him do. It is also clearly what Dagny would have him do, should she be given the chance to weigh in on the subject.

But, in the end, Rearden remembers Dagny as the alluring girl he first saw on a flatcar…

He asked himself whether he could deliver the radiant being he had seen in that moment, to the looters of the mind  and the thugs of the press. Could he continue to let the innocent bear punishment? Could he let her take the stand he should have taken? Could he now defy the enemy’s code, when the disgrace would be hers, not his -- when the muck would be thrown at her, not at him -- when she would have to fight, while he’d be spared? Could he let her existence be turned into a hell he would have no way of sharing?

And so he betrays his invention, signing the rights to it over to the government. It is one of those moments that make me question whether Rand really knows what she is doing -- whether she hasn’t buried under her more than 645,000 words the essential bits and processes that make philosophical novels work. There is no question that Rearden should have told Dr. Ferris to shove it -- but instead, we’ll have to wait another 400 pages or so for John Galt to do that.

Mr. Thompson Is No O’Brien and John Galt Is No Winston Smith

Late in the story we are introduced to Mr. Thompson -- the head of the hapless State that has come to assume unilateral control over the broken economy and from which Galt and his ilk have fled. Mr. Thompson has no first name -- evidently intended as a reflection of his status as the ultimate faceless bureaucrat. In this regard he reminds me of another mononymous character, Inner Party Member O’Brien in George Orwell’s 1984.

Right after John Galt’s illegal radio address -- he has somehow broken onto the State’s airwaves in order to issue his manifesto to the world -- Mr. Thompson is surrounded by his ministers and sycophants, who are, collectively, losing their damn minds. But more than anything else, Thompson simply wants John Galt found.

“Put a tail on Miss Taggert,” [Thompson] ordered, snapping his fingers at Mouch. “Have her tailed day and night. We’ve got to find him.”

“Yes, sir,” said Mouch blankly.

“And when you find him,” Dr. Stadler asked tensely, “you’ll kill him?”

“Kill him, you damn fool? We need him!” cried Mr. Thompson.

Mouch waited, but no one ventured the question that was on everyone’s mind, so he made the effort to utter stiffly, “I don’t understand you, Mr. Thompson.”

“Oh, you theoretical intellectuals!” said Mr. Thompson with exasperation. “What are you all gaping at? It’s simple. Whoever he is, he’s a man of action. Besides, he’s got a pressure group: he’s cornered all the men of brains. He knows what to do. We’ll find him and he’ll tell us. He’ll tell us what to do. He’ll make things work. He’ll pull us out of the hole.”

“Us, Mr. Thompson?”

“Sure. Never mind your theories. We’ll make a deal with him.”

“With him?”

“Sure. Oh, we’ll have to compromise, we’ll have to make a few concessions to big business, and the welfare boys won’t like it, but what the hell! -- do you know any other way out?”

I like this Mr. Thompson. I know Rand doesn’t want me to, that she is and will hold Mr. Thompson up as the ultimate parasitical bureaucrat, the antipode to her objectivist hero, but I like him nonetheless. I like him, because he’s right about compromise and it being the only way out.

In many ways, this scene reminds me of the one between Samdeviatov and Zhivago in Doctor Zhivago, when Zhivago is aghast at Samdeviatov’s willingness to compromise with reality -- even on the ultra-important principles of the communist revolution. 

“There you are. You are a Bolshevik, and yet you yourself don’t deny that what’s going on isn’t life -- it’s madness, an absurd nightmare.”

“Of course it is. But it’s historically inevitable. It has to be gone through.”

“Why is it inevitable?”

“Are you a baby, or are you just pretending? Have you dropped from the moon? Gluttons and parasites sat on the backs of the starving workers and drove them to death, and you imagine things could stay like that? Not to mention all the other forms of outrage and tyranny. Don’t you understand the rightness of the people’s anger, of their desire for justice, for truth? Or do you think a radical change was possible through the Duma, by parliamentary methods, and that we can do without dictatorship?”

Are you a baby, or are you just pretending? Throughout Atlas Shrugged, I felt like asking Rand the same question.

Eventually, Mr. Thompson will attempt to bargain with John Galt. And he will not get any satisfaction from the encounter. Mr. Thompson will seek the middle ground, only to be stymied by Galt’s insistence on his principles. In this excerpt, Mr. Thompson begins.

“Now, wait! Wait! Don’t go to extremes! There’s always a middle ground. You can’t have everything. We aren’t … people aren’t ready for it. You can’t expect us to ditch the machinery of the State. We’ve got to preserve the system. But we’re willing to amend it. We’ll modify it any way you wish. We’re not stubborn, theoretical dogmatists -- we’re flexible. We’ll do anything you say. We’ll give you a free hand. We’ll cooperate. We’ll compromise. We’ll split fifty-fifty. We’ll keep the sphere of politics and give you total power over the sphere of economics. We’ll turn the production of the country over to you, we’ll make you a present of the entire economy. You’ll run it any way you wish, you’ll give the orders, you’ll issue the directives -- and you’ll have the organized power of the State at your command to enforce your decisions. We’ll stand ready to obey you, all of us, from me on down. In the field of production, we’ll do whatever you say. You’ll be -- you’ll be the Economic Dictator of the nation!”

Galt burst out laughing.

I did, too. Unfortunately, we’ve slipped back into the land of cartoonish fable. But there is a larger point here. Press on.

It was the simple amusement of the laughter that shocked Mr. Thompson. “What’s the matter with you?”

“So that’s your idea of a compromise, is it?”

“What the…? Don’t sit there grinning like that! … I don’t think you understand me. I’m offering you Wesley Mouch’s job -- and there’s nothing bigger that anyone could offer you! … You’ll be free to do anything you wish. If you don’t like controls -- repeal them. If you want higher profits and lower wages -- decree them. If you want special privileges for the big tycoons -- grant them. If you don’t like labor unions -- dissolve them. If you want a free economy -- order people to be free! Play it any way you please. But get things going. Get the country organized. Make people work again. Make them produce. Bring back your own men -- the men of brains. Lead us to a peaceful, scientific, industrial age and to prosperity.”

“At the point of a gun?”

The point of a gun. I have a habit of listening to libertarian podcasts, and one thing I’ve come to understand is that this “at the point of a gun” phrase is one of their favorite rhetorical devices. I probably shouldn’t be surprised to stumble across its dramatic use here in Atlas Shrugged. In fact, I should almost feel grateful, because Rand’s heavy-handedness with it ultimately helped me understand why it always struck me as such a non-sequitur in the past.

Let me get to that in the next section. Here, let me wrap up with the idea that I tried to lead off with. Although I think he is supposed to be a kind of O’Brien from 1984 (i.e., the nameless apparatchik of the all-powerful State, working ceaseless to shape the will of the faceless masses by any means necessary), the way that Galt is able to emasculate Mr. Thompson shows that the State in Atlas Shrugged is nothing more than a paper tiger, unable to force its will onto anyone not already complicit with its designs. In this way, Mr. Thompson is certainly no O’Brien and, by the same token, the oppressed John Galt is clearly no Winston Smith.

Mr. Thompson and his hoodlums will eventually resort to torturing Galt, running powerful electric current through his body, trying desperately to compel him to do what they want him to do, what they need him to do. As long as I’ve planted the comparison to 1984 in your mind, read this and reflect on a very different scene that took place in Room 101.

The terror of hearing one’s own heart struggling as if about to burst at any moment, had been intended to be felt by the victim. It was the torturers who were trembling with terror, as they listened to the jagged, broken rhythm and missed a breath with every missing beat. It sounded now as if the heart were leaping, beating frantically against its cage of ribs, in agony and in a desperate anger. The heart was protesting; the man would not. He lay still, his eyes closed, his hands relaxed, hearing his heart as it fought for his life.

Wesley Mouch was first to break. “Oh God, Floyd!” he screamed. “Don’t kill him! Don’t dare kill him! If he dies, we die!”

“He won’t,” snarled Ferris. “He’ll wish he did, but he won’t! The machine won’t let him! It’s mathematically computed! It’s safe!”

“Oh, isn’t it enough? He’ll obey us now! I’m sure he’ll obey!”

“No! It’s not enough! I don’t want him to obey! I want him to believe! To accept! To want to accept! We’ve got to have him work for us voluntarily!”

This almost leapt off that page at me. O’Brien knew how to make Winston believe. In the Ministry of Love, Winston betrayed what he loved, and came to love Big Brother. O’Brien did this. Will Mr. Thompson similarly be able to shape Galt’s mind?

“Go ahead!” cried Taggert. “What are you waiting for? Can’t you make the current stronger? He hasn’t even screamed yet!”

“What’s the matter with you?” gasped Mouch, catching a glimpse of Taggert’s face while a current was twisting Galt’s body: Taggert was staring at it intently, yet his eyes seemed glazed and dead, but around that inanimate stare the muscles of his face were pulled into an obscene caricature of enjoyment.

“Had enough?” Ferris kept yelling to Galt. “Are you ready to want what we want?”

They heard no answer. Galt raised his head once in a while and looked at them There were dark rings under his eyes, but the eyes were clear and conscious.

In mounting panic, the watchers lost their sense of context and language -- and their three voices blended into a progression of indiscriminate shrieks: “We want you to take over! … We want you to rule! … We order you to give orders! … We demand that you dictate! … We order you to save us! … We order you to think! …”

They heard no answer but the beating of the heart on which their own lives depended.

No. Eventually, the machine they are using to torture Galt will break -- break before Galt does -- and no one will know how to fix it. In this final crucible, it is James Taggert, not John Galt, who loses his mind. And Galt -- not the heart, but the mind on which everyone’s life evidently depends, will walk away with his health, sanity, and worldview intact.

Throughout this section, I couldn’t help but see Galt more appropriately in the role of O’Brien, and wondered what kind of book Atlas Shrugged would have been had it been written from that perspective. A sequel, perhaps? Another thousand-page fable in which the objectivist overlords have re-ordered society according to their non-violence principles, and a few, weak agitators work in the shadows to bring some form of collectivism back from the memory hole?

How would the John Galts of that upside down Atlas Shrugged deal with such a movement within their ranks? Non-violently, or at the point of a gun?

The Strike

I read somewhere that Rand’s working title for Atlas Shrugged was The Strike -- a title that is much more suited to her ultimate thesis is this work. What, indeed, would happen, if the people who held up the world, the people, as Hank Rearden says early on, who “move the world” and who will “pull it through,” decided to go on strike? Where would that leave the rest of us evil and blood-sucking collectivists?

But Rand decided to not go with The Strike, but with Atlas Shrugged. It’s not clear to me if she pulled that out of her mind and wrote a scene to explain it, or had written the scene and then decided that this phrase was as good a title as any other. Speaking as a writer, I know it can work in both directions. In any event, here’s the scene where the metaphor of the shrugging Atlas is mentioned. Francisco d’Anconia is lecturing that self-same Hank Rearden.

“Mr. Rearden,” said Francisco, his voice solemnly calm, “if you saw Atlas, the giant who holds the world on his shoulders, if you saw that he stood, blood running down his chest, his knees buckling, his arms trembling but still trying to hold the world aloft with the last of his strength, and the greater his effort the heavier the world bore down on his shoulders -- what would you tell him to do?”

“I … don’t know. What … could he do? What would you tell him?”

“To shrug.”

For me, it’s like a punch that doesn’t land. It is not entirely clear to me what this even means. Shrug in order to get a better grip? Or to shrug it off and walk away? Somewhere on the Internet I read that Rand’s use of the word shrug is important, because it implies a non-violent rebellion, and non-violence is an all important axiom for Rand and her objectivist ilk.

In contrast, here’s the scene where The Strike is introduced. John Galt is explaining to Dagny what he and his followers are doing in Atlantis.

“We are on strike,” said John Galt.

They all turned to him, as if they had been waiting for his voice and for that word. She heard the empty beat of time within her, which was the sudden silence of the room, as she looked at him across the span of lamplight. He sat slouched casually on the arm of a chair, leaning forward, his forearm across his knees, his hand hanging down idly -- and it was the faint smile on his face that gave to the words the deadly sound of the irrevocable:

“Why should this seem so startling? There is only one kind of men who have never been on strike in human history. Every other kind and class have stopped, when they so wished, and have presented demands to the world, claiming to be indispensable -- except the men who have carried the world on their shoulders, have kept it alive, have endured torture as sole payment, but have never walked out on the human race. Well, their turn has come. Let the world discover who they are, what they do and what happens when they refuse to function. This is the strike of men of the mind, Miss Taggert. This is the mind on strike.”

The Mind on Strike. That might’ve been a better title. This scene is certainly more connected to Rand’s philosophy than the strained Atlas metaphor. Right after the excerpt above, Galt launches into one of the essential manifestos of the text -- a paragraph that goes on for three tightly-spaced pages -- perhaps the shortest full explanation of Rand’s underlying thesis.

And it’s a doozy.

“Through all the ages,” he said, “the mind has been regarded as evil, and every form of insult: from heretic to materialist to exploiter -- every form of inquiry: from exile to disfranchisement to expropriation -- every form of torture: from sneers to rack to firing squad -- have been brought down upon those who assumed the responsibility of looking at the world through the eyes of a living consciousness and performing the crucial act of a rational connection.”

You know the going is about to get rough when you can’t even parse the first sentence.

“Yet only to the extent to which -- in chains, in dungeons, in hidden corners, in the cells of philosophers, in the shops of traders -- some men continued to think, only to that extent was humanity able to survive. Through all the centuries of the worship of the mindless, whatever stagnation humanity chose to endure, whatever brutality to practice -- it was only by the grace of the men who perceived that wheat must have water in order to grow, that stones laid in a curve will form an arch, that two and two makes four, that love is not served by torture and life is not fed by destruction -- only by the grace of those men did the rest of them learn to experience moments when they caught the spark of being human, and only the sum of such moments permitted them to continue to exist. It was the man of the mind who taught them to bake their bread, to heal their wounds, to forge their weapons and to build the jails into which they threw him. He was the man of extravagant energy -- and reckless generosity -- who knew that stagnation is not man’s fate, that impotence in not his nature, that the ingenuity of his mind is his noblest and most joyous power -- and in service to that love of existence he was alone to feel, he went on working, working at any price, working for his despoilers, for his jailers, for his torturers, paying with his life for the privilege of saving theirs. This was his glory and his guilt -- that he let them teach him to feel guilty of his glory, to accept the part of the sacrificial animal and, in punishment for the sin of intelligence, to perish on the altars of the brutes. The tragic joke of human history is that on any of the altars men erected, it was always man whom they immolated and the animal whom they enshrined.”

Perhaps Rand should have chosen Prometheus instead of Atlas as the titan to claim the title of her seminal work, since she seems clearly more interested in the motif of being tortured for saving the world than in shrugging it off. But, importantly, it was here that I found myself asking some more fundamental questions about what Rand is saying about the people that populated the world.

“It was always the animal’s attributes, not man’s, that humanity worshipped: the idol of instinct and the idol of force -- the mystics and the kings -- the mystics, who longed for an irresponsible consciousness and rules by means of the claim that their dark emotions were superior to reason, that knowledge came in blind, causeless fits, blindly to be followed, not doubted -- and the kings, who rules by means of claws and muscles, with conquest as their method and looting as their aim, with a club or a gun as sole sanction of their power. The defenders of man’s soul were concerned with his feelings, and the defenders of man’s body were concerned with his stomach -- but both were united against his mind. Yet no one, not the lowest of humans, is ever able fully to renounce his brain. No one has ever believed in the irrational; what they do believe in is the unjust. Whenever a man denounces the mind, it is because his goal is of a nature the mind would not permit him to confess. When he preaches contradictions, he does so in the knowledge that someone will accept the burden of the impossible, someone will make it work for him at the price of his own suffering or life; destruction is the price of any contradiction. It is the victims who made injustice possible. It is the men of reason who made it possible for the rule of the brute to work.”

The man of reason and the brute. Rand will sprinkle the word ‘humanity’ liberally through her text, but the more one reads the more one becomes convinced that she would prefer to reserve that term for the former and withhold it from the latter. She may grudgingly refer to them as “the lowest of humans” but seems much more comfortable with their simple consignment to the status of animals.

And that really makes me think. Wait. Isn’t everyone human? The overindulged prose scaffolding that Rand has built up over a thousand or more pages serves to obscure the rough and unrestored surface of her core principles, but it is passages like this where we are able to see them more clearly. Us and them. Rand’s philosophy, fundamentally, is one of division. Where the self-appointed men of reason can justify their separation from the classes of humans that they find repugnant. And that, I have to say, is a fairly disappointing revelation. I guess I was expecting something a little more enlightened than that.

But let’s get back to the idea of non-violence.

At the very end of the book, Dagny and Francisco attempt to rescue Galt from the clutches of Mr. Thompson. In order to do so, they must break-in to the facility in which Galt is being held. It’s one of those passages in which Rand appears to tie herself into knots in order to justify into principle what is, in fact, melodrama.

Dagny walked straight toward the guard who stood at the door of “Project F.” Her steps sounded purposeful, even and open, ringing in the silence of the path among the trees. She raised her head to a ray of moonlight, to let him recognize her face.

“Let me in,” she said.

“No admittance,” he answered in the voice of a robot. “By order of Dr. Ferris.”

See what Rand is doing already? Dagny walks with purpose. The nameless guard answers in the voice of a robot.

“I am here by order of Mr. Thompson.”

“Huh? … I … I don’t know about that.”

“I do.”

“I mean, Dr. Ferris hasn’t told me … ma’am.”

“I am telling you.”

“But I’m not supposed to take any orders from anyone excepting Dr. Ferris.”

“Do you wish to disobey Mr. Thompson?”

“Oh, no, ma’am! But … but if Dr. Ferris said to let nobody in, that means nobody--” He added uncertainly and pleadingly, “--doesn’t it?”

“Do you know that I am Dagny Taggert and that you’ve seen my pictures in the papers with Mr. Thompson and all the top leaders of the country?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Then decide whether you wish to disobey their orders.”

“Oh, no, ma’am! I don’t!”

“Then let me in.”

“But I can’t disobey Dr. Ferris, either!”

Anyone else getting the James T. Kirk vibe off of this? Remember, Norman. Everything Harry Mudd tells you is a lie. How does the State come to wield so much power if it is composed of automatons like this?

“But I can’t choose, ma’am! Who am I to choose?”

“You’ll have to.”

“Look,” he said hastily, pulling a key from his pocket and turning to the door, “I’ll ask the chief. He--”

“No,” she said.

Some quality in the tone of her voice made him whirl back to her: she was holding a gun pointed levelly at his heart.

At the point of a gun.

“Listen carefully,” she said. “Either you let me in or I shoot you. You may try to shoot me first, if you can. You have that choice -- and no other. Now decide.”

His mouth fell open and the key dropped from his hand.

“Get out of my way,” she said.

He shook his head frantically, pressing his back against the door. “Oh, Christ, ma’am!” he gulped in the whine of a desperate plea. “I can’t shoot at you, seeing as you come from Mr. Thompson! And I can’t let you in against the word of Dr. Ferris! What am I to do? I’m only a little fellow! I’m only obeying orders! It’s not up to me!”

Now, Norman. Listen to me very carefully. I am lying.

“It’s your life,” she said.

“If you let me ask the chief, he’ll tell me, he’ll--”

“I won’t let you ask anyone.”

“But how do I know that you really have an order from Mr. Thompson?”

“You don’t. Maybe I haven’t. Maybe I’m acting on my own -- and you’ll be punished for obeying me. Maybe I have -- and you’ll be thrown in jail for disobeying. Maybe Dr. Ferris and Mr. Thompson agree about this. Maybe they don’t -- and you have to defy one or the other. These are the things you have to decide. There is no one to ask, no one to call, no one to tell you. You will have to decide them yourself.”

“But I can’t decide! Why me?”

“Because it’s your body that’s barring my way.”

“But I can’t decide! I’m not supposed to decide!”

“I’ll count to three,” she said. “Then I’ll shoot.”

“Wait! Wait! I haven’t said yes or no!” he cried, cringing tighter against the door, as if immobility of mind and body were his best protection.

“One--” she counted; she could see his eyes staring at her in terror -- “Two--” she could see that the gun held less terror for them than the alternative she offered -- “Three.”

Calmly and impersonally, she, who would have hesitated to fire at an animal, pulled the trigger and fired straight at the heart of a man who had wanted to exist without the responsibility of consciousness.

Her gun was equipped with a silencer; there was no sound to attract anyone’s attention, only the thud of a body falling at her feet.

Okay. Let’s put some of the snark aside. I get the larger point that Rand is clumsily making here -- that the automaton of the State is little more than that, that the horror of collectivism is the way it strips man of his individuality, the way it worships the follower and persecutes the leader. What did Rand call them? The men who move the world?

BUT -- the fact that Dagny kills this man REALLY undercuts the libertarian philosophy that Rand has been preaching for a thousand pages. Galt himself, in his three-hour radio diatribe, will say:

So long as men desire to live together, no man may initiate -- do you hear me? no man may start -- the use of physical force against others.

I know from those libertarian podcasts that this is often referred to as the Non-Aggression Principle, and it is absolutely foundational to libertarian thought and political action. Even a fiction writer as ham-handed as Rand could have easily written this scene in a way where Dagny does not initiate violence against the nameless security guard. He was so stupefied by Dagny’s logical paradox that smoke starts coming out of his ears and, like the android Norman in that horrible Star Trek episode, he overheats and slumps over unconscious. Or maybe the security guard isn’t even there in the first place. The wheels are already coming off the Statist bus at this time in the narrative. Maybe he fled in fear and terror? Or maybe the scene doesn’t happen at all? Even in a thousand-page fable, after all, there are plenty of things that happen “off stage.” 

But the scene is there -- and Dagny pulls the trigger -- and that tells me that Rand is doing something very deliberate. In Rand’s world, Dagny is NOT initiating violence against another person, because the security guard is not a person. He is not even an animal. We are told that Dagny would have hesitated to shoot an animal, but she doesn’t hesitate to shoot this… this… this what? This loafing failure? This feeding parasite? This unshaved humanitarian? Pick your derogative, they are the same ones that Rand has been using throughout the text to set the world up not just as a competition between people with two different philosophies, but as a competition between people who are fully human and those who are not.

So there’s that. But I’d wager that Rand has a second argument. Even if she granted the humanity of the security guard, Dagny still is not INITIATING violence against him, because people of his ilk initiated the violence against Dagny and her kind -- and that kind of violence is much worse in Rand’s calculation. Dagny may have taken the security guard’s life, but the unscalable pyramid with Mr. Thompson at its apex has taken the world’s intellectual property -- and that is a crime that can never be forgiven. 

This, I think, is the underlying flaw in much of Rand’s thinking and in the thinking of her followers. Taxing someone’s income, or their production, or their creative output -- especially in a representative democracy -- is simply not violence in the same way that murdering someone is. Equating the two may give the objectivists in Atlas Shrugged the sense of moral high ground they need to commit their atrocities, but it doesn’t make it true.

And let me leave you with this thought -- assuming you’ve been able to stick with me this far. I used the word atrocity quite deliberately. Because what else is The Strike that Galt and his goons perpetrate? They feel it is just to keep everything they produce and share none of it with others who haven’t “earned” it through objectivist compact or effort -- but when the result of those actions is the collapse of civilization and the death of millions by starvation, it really make me wonder if Rand understands just who the monsters are.

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This post first appeared on Eric Lanke's blog, an association executive and author. You can follow him on Twitter @ericlanke or contact him at eric.lanke@gmail.com.